No seriously guys, I’m feeling super sexual and everything is wrong. I can’t act on anything. Nothing. Not for another 2 months at least. Just ugh slide me a note with a winky face or something so I can know whether you want the cake or not.

expertcosmotips:

if he thinks rape jokes are funny go on a romantic boat ride with him and leave him in the middle of the fucking ocean to die

Seriously!!! My best friend is dating a guy who thinks its funny to threaten to rape me. She’s completely submissive to him and he’s always doing things to purposely make me uncomfortable and I’m always like “hey, do something about this” and she’ll just look at me and shrug or say she can’t do anything. On top of that we pretend she is my mother so since they’ve been dating he likes to say he’s my dad and that he fathered me and make incestuous innuendos and ugh I don’t see how she can just ignore all this what the hell!

I’ve lost over 15 lbs but my body hasn’t changed at all. I’m not even sure how it happened. The last time I weighed in I was 148. Today I thought I’d weigh more because I’ve been indulging in a lot of chocolate and pasta but I literally just got off the scale at 132. I haven’t been exercising so I’m not surprised my body hasn’t changed but wow. You’d think losing 16 pounds would make a little impact.

I just saw myself kill stab my brother to death because he ate my popcorn. It was like I saw it play out then came back to reality like it happened but I just blacked out for it. Shits getting bad in my head. I don’t know what to do…

Emotional Breakdown

I am not mean

I am not hyperbolic

I am not lazy

I am sad

I am frustrated

I am tired

I am lonely

I am everything you think I’m not and everything you think I am 

I am a failure, I am a facade

I’m quite drawn to blogs with narratives. Most blogs on tumblr seem to be “picture blogs” these days, which I’m not denying mine isn’t. I, and it seems others prefer traditional online diary type blogs though. I think I’ll get back to that. I started out that way then deduced that no one gave a fuck so just stuck to pictures. Prepare to scroll past useless info about my life on your dash.

Dear boy, you are ruining my life. I love you so much and I can never tell if it’s as a friend or if I want more. I don’t expect anything from you as you belong to someone else but your ability to make me smile when you haven’t said one word to me better yet, aren’t even near me makes me question everything. Which is unacceptable and horrifying to think that no one will ever live up to the standard you’ve set. Including you.

Name: Misty Fulton

Tumblr Name: http://bonesandboobs.tumblr.com/

Nickname(s): Fisty (its terrible, I hate it, my friends are terrible people) Disclaimer: I have never been involved in any form of fisting

Birthday: March 26, 1995

Random fact about you: I don’t much like people at all, I’d rather be a dolphin, or a mermaid.

(Source: mstrueimage)

I try to be positive and rational and fucking butterflies and unicorns so I don’t totally fuck shit up every where I go but you were a major part in me sustaining that. So when you ignore my text messages and fb chat message that I can see that you’ve read it makes me really paranoid and angry. WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO?? I really don’t understand. Just explain, please.

My brain is on hyperdrive. It’s 5 am and I’ve been up since 10am yesterday.